My Firsts

I thought I'd write a little about my past today. I may not have been in the "lifestyle" very long but that does not mean I haven't done my share of kinky things. I've always been more on the adveturous side when it comes to sex. But I held back a lot because I didn't want men to think I was too kinky! So if I was "holding back"- well a good Dom could really push my limits! I guess I'd never thought of it till now. I'm realizing everyday I am more open to things than I originally thought. Yes with the right Dom I would love for my limits to be pushed- not ignore but push me a little out of my comfort zone. Again- it would definately have to be with someone I trust completely- I have to know my limits will be respected and that they know how far they can actually push me.


I figured I'd share a few of my firsts. Why not start with how I lost my virginity? I was 16 and it was with my first serious boyfriend. We met at the church our families went to. We played in the worship band and had a key to the church sanctuary so we could us it to practice when we wanted. We went there one night just the two of us and played strip blackjack! Yes I know- blackjack? Two reasons- one: I don't know how to play poker, two: it goes a lot faster than poker which means clothes come off faster! Woo hoo! Yes- I'm damned to hell! I not only gambled in church- I lost my virginity looking up at a huge cross thinking- 'God, please don't strike me dead!" Talk about a rush!:)


Speaking of my first boyfriend- he was quite the exhibitionist. That was a big turn on for me as well. We couldn't keep our hands off of each other. I'll just list a few of the places we fooled around/had sex because there are a lot! hehe I experienced quite a few firsts with him. Ok- here's the list. Well- we never drove anywhere without my panties coming off- even if it was a 5 minute drive to the store! So you can only imagine what fun we had on our car rides. One time we actually had sex while he was driving. I would not recommend that! We nearly crashed quite a few times! Of course there's the movie theater- but who hasn't fooled around watching a movie?


It seemed whenever there was a blanket around we would end up cuddling and sharing the blanket and groping each other! A few memorable grope sessions: during a church camping trip near the firepit while singing worship songs, watching movies at his house with his parents in the same room. Then there were times no blanket was present but it was discreet. Like at dinner at our senior ball- under the tablecloth. Also one halloween while walking through a haunted house. I had a very short skirt on and his hand was up my skirt the whole time!

His parents owned a party supply store- so we would go there a lot and have sex right in the front of the the store on the floor- under the storefront window. You could only see in from certain angles. In the back of the store there was a table full of books with sample wedding invitations. hehe- if people only knew what happened on top of those invitations a few times. That's just a few of my firsts with him. Like I said- I'm kinky, always have been :)


A few more of my firsts- well I had two good friends growing up and we would always hang out together. Lets just say we liked to see the look of shock on guys faces- so we would either make out with each other or strip down in public a lot LOL. Oh yes, how could I forget? One night we had three guys over my friends house and we made dinner. Then we proceeded to do a strip tease in the backyard, cover ourselves in chocolate syrup and lick it off each other. Then there was the time my best friend and I invited her boyfriend over her house and we were waiting for him in the bathtub taking a bubble bath. We asked him to join us and we ended up kind of having a little threesome. If you could have seen the look on his face when he walked in on us in the tub!


Well there are numerous other things- I could share more, but at this point I think that is enough hehe. So I guess I was kinky from the beginning! It all started with my first sexual encounter. Hmm- I had never thought of it until now. Interesting- very interesting.